Will I ever get a pupillage?

Despite this I can’t even get a job as a paralegal so what hope do I have of ever securing a pupillage.

I have a 2:1 degree from a top ten university and completed the Bar Vocational Training Course earlier this year. What’s more I’ve done three mini-pupillages and am now volunteering at my local law centre. Despite this I can’t even get a job as a paralegal so what hope do I have of ever securing a pupillage. Please help because I’m now really beginning to regret forking out thousands of pounds to pay for a course that doesn’t seem to count for anything.